Today was weird. He followed me, I ran and he still found me. But I lost him- by the end of the night, thanks to my hubby I lost him.

Depression. I know he’ll be back- but for now he’s vanished.

I said

I said I was going to start the year off writing for 15 minutes a day. Its March 14th and this is about the 3rd entry for the new year. I say a lot of things. Its because I think a lot of things. I’m trying to move beyond this point to a point of action. My new phrase for the year is “I did”. I think I will take myself more seriously that way. 

I have decided that I really am going to start thinking more before I speak. If I don’t mean it, I won’t say it. And I don’t want this to mean less talking in 2013, just a LOT more doing. 

I got organized. 

I got disciplined. 

I got better.